so much but i can’t tell you. you were one of two real things in my life. things no one knows about. you dont care, though. you never will so i wont bother telling you how i feel. but, i love you. i miss you. i cant bare to think of what we’ve become. you hate everything about me and you have every right. i hated you, too. but i hate everyone in my life. that is until they’re gone. i need to save this. help me please. i beg you. one time, just once. help me with this.